catch & release
you caught a pixie
designed her cage
made her think she was free
built her a home out of bottled rage
for all the things she was
that you wanted so badly to be—
a reader, a writer, a thinker
a poet…
Manically dreaming of a different you.
One free
The other tied
to a ring, to a pump, to a stump
You set around a candle
You light as the fire
Under the glass
You look into
When you smile
What do you see?
Were the years worthwhile?
All those times you thought,
fly fly fly
do. something.
Tapping on the glass,
Waving through a window.
I cried during that show.
Not because of the child,
In spite of—
always in spite of, a sprite;
You caught a pixie.
And you thought pixels could capture
A whole world’s disaster waiting to happen while
Destruction struck our castle.
The citadel on fire
Like the candle she sat around
As we rolled our mythic thread
And raced fast out of town.
You caught a pixie.
It’s funny, how, for so long…
She thought she’d caught you,
but she was wrong.